a place to escape

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Forever21 swim release

bright colors and the idea of being in the sun from morning till night, puts a smile on my face from ear to ear

i thought i was a pretty put together young adult, i thought i knew right from wrong, from crazy to dumb but apparently there were some things i was still blind to. I thought my heart would tell me what was best for me, i thought taking chances on the unknown was a good thing, a way to diversify yourself, a way to learn whats really out there.

I took a chance, I took a chance on the selfish and still am heart broken, The funny thing is I really don't trust people, I really don't let people to close me; but yet I broke these boundaries to try something new, to test myself; and in the end I only ended up hurting myself.

I dont even know how to move on from this, the only thing I know what to do is drive my anger into motivation to finish school, escape from my messy life and to start something new